To everyone who is struggling,
Anne Lamott once wrote this. Dalai Lama believed that, "when a lot of things start going wrong all at once, it is to protect something big and lovely that is trying to get itself born -- and that this something needs for you to be distracted so that it can be born as perfectly as possible."
If everything is going wrong in your life all at once, maybe, just maybe, something really big and lovely is in the works. Hold on, and you will see.